College Reflection So far
ive been in school now for almost two months now and what an experience it has been so far. college is everything advertised and more. at first the transition to here was very difficult. adjusting to the amount of work and time needed to pass these classes after basically not trying at all in high school was difficult at first but the transition has been getting smoother as time goes by. There’s a lot of free time for me and i jus use it to get extra sleep, ive been sleeping way later than usual not even for studying, found a community of friends that i can call my brothers and building relationships with new people everyday. the more vulnerable you are the more intimate you can get with people. observations: some people are going to ham in college after being so carefully sheltered by their parents for so in high school. they come to college wit all this freedom cant control it n let it control them. blessed that my parents gave me tat freedom in college n i know where i stand wit my morals and beliefs, very sad to see people you grow up with in church fall n lose their faith in college its only been 2 months n seeing people fall is something that makes me sad. still struggling to accept that church is for the broken n the weak, need to grow better in that, made a lot of good chingoos and hopefully can build on these 2 months n make this year memorable
sucha shame when light turns into darkness, so much potential, purity, light consumed by the world
saying good byes suck, hopefully i can fit everything i want to say into these letters n fix some stuffffff
road not taken
after all this, it just makes me think what if……..